http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/feed/atom/ 2011-04-06T21:25:15Z Green Oasis One Mormon boy's iconoclastic quest to remix and rectify his notions of truth, mind, myth, love, life, and transcendence. Copyright 2011 WordPress http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/?p=1457 <![CDATA[Giving Up on Twitter]]> 2009-03-15T03:08:08Z 2009-03-15T03:08:08Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/ I’m giving up on Twitter. It’s a distraction. What’s the buzz about… really? If I want to post 140 character messages, I can do that here.

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http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/?p=1296 <![CDATA[Wake Up!]]> 2009-02-18T19:50:18Z 2009-02-18T19:48:57Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/ David Foster Wallace spoke eloquently on being awake, in Thoreau’s sense of the word.

The millions are awake enough for physical labor; but only one in a million is awake enough for effective intellectual exertion, only one in a hundred million to a poetic or divine life. To be awake is to be alive. I have never yet met a man who was quite awake. How could I have looked him in the face?
(Henry David Thoreau, Walden, Or, Life in the Woods)

(via kottke.org)

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http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/?p=1135 <![CDATA[Short Reviews: American Beauty and The Curious Case of Benjamin Button]]> 2009-01-21T18:19:56Z 2009-01-21T18:19:56Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/ Two movies, one review. Both remind me that if I pay close attention, ordinary things are beautiful.

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http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/?p=1102 <![CDATA[Five Things]]> 2009-01-12T21:20:46Z 2009-01-12T21:20:46Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/
  • I’m grateful for a newfound mindfulness. I tend to make little rules and expectations for myself like “no eating after 7 PM” or “finish everything on today’s task list”. I start having a nagging sense of dissatisfaction when I break the rules, the rules I set for myself. When I get dissatisfied, I become discouraged and tend to fall even shorter of my expectations. Recently, I’ve become more aware of this self-inflicted cycle. Self-forgiving awareness has allowed me to notice the dissatisfaction, let it wash over me, and see it dissipate in the light of my conscious awareness.
  • I’m grateful to be feeling healthy again.
  • The weather is bright and sunny. It might as well be spring. I feel a little silly wearing my sweater.
  • I am thankful that I’ve found renewed motivation in my job. I hate feeling like I’m slacking off, and yet I still do it when a task is so big or ill-defined that I don’t know where to start. Really, I should thank Thich Nhat Hanh. He said “Smile, breathe, and go slowly.” I’ve been trying to practice this at work, and I’m much more productive (despite going slowly).
  • I am grateful for the class that I was able to attend today. I am realizing that I need to brush up on some math, but I enjoy this kind of challenge.
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    http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/?p=940 <![CDATA[The Broadening Power of Positivity]]> 2008-12-16T20:02:31Z 2008-12-16T20:02:31Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/ Wray Herbert at We’re Only Human confirms something that I’m experiencing in my experiment with gratitude. In talking about the new book Positivity, he says:

    Consider this deceptively simple experiment. Fredrickson used lab techniques to “prime” the emotions of a large group of volunteers. Some were primed for amusement, some for serenity, still others for anger or fear or nothing at all. Then she asked them simply to make a list of things they would like to do at that moment. Those who were amused or serene listed significantly more possibilities than the others, suggesting that their minds were more open to ideas, more exploratory. She ran a similar experiment with abstract shapes, and found that the positive thinkers were more apt to see hidden patterns, to make connections. Those who were angry or fearful were too narrowly focused on details to see the big picture.

    This is what Fredrickson calls “broadening,” and she had shown this cognitive benefit time and again in a variety of studies. (Ode to Joy and Serenity and Curiosity and . . .)

    As I’ve taken time each week to focus on gratitude, aside from feeling generally more positive, I have felt more open, more ready to take on new projects, looking forward to next semester, etc. Interesting.

    It gets better.

    But what is the value of such openness beyond the moment? This is where is gets really interesting. Fredrickson has shown that these moments of serenity or amusement have an accumulative effect over time. They break down the barriers between self and others, and build trust. In short, positivity creates open-mindedness, which sparks even more good feelings, creating an upward spiral of emotions. This is the “building” for the future: Over time, those with the most positive moments become more mindful and attentive, more accepting and purposeful, and more socially connected.

    Time will tell.

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    http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/?p=745 <![CDATA[Happiness]]> 2008-09-20T01:21:26Z 2008-09-19T23:21:37Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/ This morning found me contemplating happiness. Most of my life has been spent waiting to be happy. Many of my thoughts followed the pattern “Life will be so great when         !” That blank space has been many things. None of them have fulfilled my fantasies of finally achieving lasting happiness.

    On the other hand, I sometimes fall into nostalgia. “Life was so much better back when         .”

    Both of ways of thinking mean that I’m not happy right now.

    Life isn’t a path leading to happily ever after or leading out from the Garden of Eden.

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    http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/?p=675 <![CDATA[Single Tasking]]> 2008-08-28T16:49:07Z 2008-08-27T20:06:12Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/ I’ve recently found a secret to getting myself to do stuff. The idea of cringe busting my to do list has made me aware of the sneaky feeling of panic that makes me want to procrastinate.

    Not only does each item on my task list threaten to freak me out, the whole assemblage drives me to fiddle with addictive games and madness. I take one look at my task list and my eyes glaze over: I don’t know where to start.

    The obvious strategy is to start at the top. You know that and I know that, but my gut reactions don’t. They tell me to head for the life rafts and abandon all hope. “The list is too long!”

    I have a homebrew task management system (cobbled together using big ass text files, Bash scripting, and Vim). I recently programmed it to be able to give me exactly one task at a time.

    The effect is magical.

    My task list has lost its power to intimidate. “Sure, I have 15 minutes to create that spreadsheet. Easy-peasy!” I find myself ripping through my tasks so fast that I don’t know what to do with all the time left over.

    Multitasking is a moral weakness. One task at a time. One. Task.

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    http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/?p=595 <![CDATA[Who Moved My Brain?]]> 2008-08-23T03:58:56Z 2008-08-14T20:50:32Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/ Merlin Mann is a smart guy who spends a lot of time thinking about how to accomplish the important things in life (as opposed to checking your email inbox every five minutes). Here’s his presentation called Who Moved My Brain? Revaluing Time & Attention.

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    http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/2008/04/30/albert-hofmann-died-tuesday/ <![CDATA[Albert Hofmann Died Tuesday]]> 2008-04-30T16:49:49Z 2008-04-30T16:49:49Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/ Albert Hofmann, the first synthesizer of LSD, died yesterday aged 102. Lest anyone imagine Hofmann to be a stoned-out hippie, the obituary noted that in “retirement, Hofmann served as a member of the Nobel Prize Committee. He was a Fellow of the World Academy of Sciences, and a Member of the International Society of Plant Research and of the American Society of Pharmacognosy.”

    He leaves a large legacy to humanity. May his memory be a blessing.

    “Through my LSD experience and my new picture of reality, I became aware of the wonder of creation, the magnificence of nature and of the animal and plant kingdom. I became very sensitive to what will happen to all this and all of us.” (Albert Hofmann)

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    http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/2008/03/17/jon-kabat-zinn-introduction-to-mindfulness/ <![CDATA[Jon Kabat-Zinn Introduction to Mindfulness]]> 2008-03-17T17:51:25Z 2008-03-17T17:24:26Z Jonathan jonathan@blakeclan.org http://www.blakeclan.org/jon/greenoasis/ Jon Kabat-Zinn, author of Wherever You Go, There You Are: Mindfulness Meditation in Everyday Life, gives an excellent introduction to mindfulness meditation to employees at the Google campus. If you’ve never meditated, but are curious what it’s all about, this is for you.

    …the world and everybody and every thing becomes your teacher. And not in any grandiose new age bullshit kind of way—just obvious. Basic.

    Sounds like my kind of guy.

    (via 43Folders)

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